So, I had a rough day today. Actually my day went pretty quickly. I got up, got dressed after doing my normal morning routine. Then I went to The Pines where I complete a foot clinic-basically I trimmed toenails and rubbed old people feet. I completed that around noon and my husband showed up with my son and EE and brought lunch. We ate our Sonic lunch at The Pines and they went to DG and I went to my Start of Care for work. I spent an hour and a half working and then basically came home. The kicker is I have felt like crap ever since. My mind is racing a mile a minute. I am a bit frustrated because I reached out to our wayward daughter and she basically treated me like I didn’t matter. My heart hurts over her sin and it just drags me down. What’s harder is she doesn’t understand that we all deal with daily sin. Even Paul had to die daily to his sinful life/thoughts/past. But because she was so bamboozled by another lady, I am just her mother. I also talked with my son today and he told me that she hasn’t spoken to him since he returned to California. It just breaks my heart. And then, when I want to divulge myself because of all that my head spins around, I can’t!!! I am not allowed to have a negative thought at all because (said in my most hoighty toighty voice) “I am a preacher’s wife and I am above such things”! Seriously, there are some people that just need to be hit by a brick… HARD! I am just as much of a sinner as everyone else and then I am put in front of everyone where they can watch me fall and on top of that judge me. Give your preacher and his wife a break. They are human. Well, my vent is over. I am going to complete my bedtime routine and hit the hay. Since no one follows my blog , this will likely never get read anyway. Someone out there who randomly reads this needs to bequeath me a million dollars, some dark chocolate and a puppy!!! JS.
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